REFLECTION
#1
I dipped my toe in the puddle, felt the soft give, and pushed a little harder until my foot went through followed by the rest of me. Next thing I knew I was flying down to the wire where I alit and then watched as my husband came out the back door. Caw, I called. Ignoring me, he looked around, called my name, gave a small shrug and went back inside. Much better than that time when the clouds were so thick I almost couldn’t find my way home. You have to be careful not to lose your bearings.
#2
I remember when we were kids and my little brother woke us all up in the middle of the night with a nightmare he couldn’t shake. Flailing in full panic, shouting and crying, he thought he was upside down and couldn’t right himself.
Time and space are fluid, as are situations, and sexuality.
We can’t step into the same stream twice, of consciousness or otherwise, but we can step into a puddle again and again…until it dries up, of course. We can dive into the sea, or into the sky. Even disoriented, it only matters which end is up.